Over & Over again

I have read your text message over & over again for 30 over times,
each time i read , my heartaches and i couldn't breathe. It's suffocates me.

Its so hard to fight myself , i can't reply, i dont want you to be affected by me anymore.

I have so much to say to you , so much to do with you. I still want to ...

I'm lost in all directions, i need to fix myself and be a better man.
A man that can love you right. I still believe and hope for the day to come and i can make u smile again.
I will work hard E.T

I miss you, every single minute of my life.

I wish i can still go Bali with you someday.

T.T